Dating in today’s world is tough, real tough! In a society where your next romantic adventure is a mere swipe away, ditching your partner for a more attractive, successful and popular one seems almost as easy as switching TV channels. The pressure is on, and a single slip-up could spell disaster for either party.
After numerous brutal defeats on my Tinder dates, I’m reminded of a similarly frustrating experience – playing Dark Souls.
Now you’re probably thinking: “Don’t be ridiculous Nicholas, you can hardly compare real life to a fucking video game, what the fuck is wrong with you?”. You’re probably right, and also fuck you, it’s my blog, I’ll do what I want.
Exploring dangerous uncharted lands
I’m a horrible Dark Souls player, a real class-a noob. The first demon’s souls boss took me more than ten tries, and that was after watching a tutorial! So naturally, I’ve always carried a sense of dread and trepidation while exploring the hauntingly beautiful lands in the Souls series.
Similarly, I also carry a sense of dread and trepidation while preparing for the big date. Instead of wondering if horrible monsters are just around the corner, I’m wondering if she’s going to be a horrible monster. You see, products on Tinder as we all know are almost always not as advertised.
Being the super prepared super gamer that I am (no I’m not a virgin), googling my date remains one of the highest priorities on my pre-date checklist. It’s not stalking, I just want to be prepared! Just like how I’d google a walkthrough for Dark Souls and look up a new area! See, I’m totally not crazy!
But in the end, there’s still no real telling what she’s going to be like till you meet. At least the video walkthroughs on YouTube give you a good idea of the enemies and strategies to combat them. Googling girls gives you the pictures they’ve allowed themselves to be tagged in. If you’re lucky you’ll find a blog she wrote when she was fifteen, so you can hypothesise and prepare for whatever unresolved pre-teen angst that may surface when you meet.
Winner: My love life
Punishing gameplay
Like I said, dating is super hard. Just getting a date on a platform that emphasises so much on how attractive someone looks is extremely hard for the average lookin fella. Trudging through scores of profiles and finally getting a match is almost a surreal experience – much like how I finally hit another boss in the game.
Then of course you realise you’re going to have to actually interact with your match / kill the boss and you realise how utterly unprepared you really are. From the first swing of your sword or your first text, you’re tested.
Miss with a generic or uninteresting text and you might be met with a crushing unmatch putting you out of the game for good. It doesn’t just stop there either, next you have to actually meet her and then it’s a whole other game with so many more variables! Here’s my typical thought process at that moment:
Should I lean in now and go for the kiss?
Is it too soon?
What if she’s expecting it?
Everything seems good so far, it wouldn’t hurt to try would it?
Oh fuck, I’ve been quiet for too long…. She doesn’t seem to mind?
Is she just counting the moments till she can go home?
No wait, stay positive, she’s waiting for you to make a move you twit!
But it might creep her out… or I might risk being that guy who was just really nice but she didn’t feel anything with!
Fuck it I’m going in *turns around looks into her eyes and move in slowly*
If you must know, we did kiss but she texted me a day later telling me how it was too soon, and then failed to reply any of my further messages. But yes, it was a devastating failure in the end, what more could I do but brush it off and learn from my mistakes?
There were plenty more dates of course and I’ve failed spectacularly in many ways. But it was futile, every girl was different and had different preferences the more you seemed to learn the more you know how much you don’t actually know. At least Dark Souls bosses are reliable, and chances are, it’s your fault if you die horribly.
Winner: My love life
The Corpse Walk
It’s the video game walk of shame, a mark of failure and your personal ineptitude. Getting rejected is tough, especially if you’ve invested so much emotion into imagining your perfect lives together only to be crushed when she texts you the following week to tell you she found someone better. I mean if that’s not the emotional equivalent of getting pounded by a nightmarish creature wielding the scariest looking mace in your life, I don’t know what is.
But it’s not over, after that you roam through life with what little remains of your soul trying to find the capacity to feel again. When you finally do, and when you think the world is great again, guess what?
But at least you’ll get to try again and not be put on her do not call list.
Winner: My love life
The epic YouTube videos
Just like sappy romantic movies and the Disney stuff you grew up with, Dark Souls speedruns on YouTube make everything look so easy. I mean if a 16-year-old kid could complete the game with a guitar hero controller, you can too right?
I’ll say this though, at least Dark Souls remains predictable, and if you follow and study enough videos online, you can at least know what to expect. Rom-coms just give you unrealistic expectations of love and the fantasy that hot girls will still love you if you’ve living a horrible sad existence.
Winner: Dark Souls